8/10/06

hand holding

i realise sometimes my life is like an episode of the littlest hobo...this pup is always moving right along...

lookin for a home...

in the last two days, my heart has broke and swollen and near exploded a few times.

i have a sailor day once a week and it never fails to sucker me. baby little pudgy fingers with dimple knuckles holding my hand and staring into my eyes and falling to sleep... heart swells up with love and wonder... and no i don't want a baby, but god do i ever love this one...

this morning i woke at four and couldn't get back to sleep. i climbed out of a warm bed and sat in front of the computer looking at photos of spilt soup and writing some crap for my blog... despite a raging hangover which i blame adam for... (beer and jagermeister until three in the morning) it was wednesday night. i had been at a very wholesome affair called soup club. i drank a few glasses of wine and chatted about soup. i came over after to say hello. why would i wanna stay up all night and get drunk and wasted and rowdy, listening to dizzee rascal... WOULD I WANT THAT?

some fucker twisted my arm.

anyway. it got cold out here in front of the computer at 8 in the morning and i climbed back into that warm bed with the above accused who was grumpy and hungover only for him to lay his hand on me like he has claimed me and taken me for his own forever and it feels just like home. then he held my hand...


that's my story. thank-you for reading it...
now excuse me please i have to go climb back into bed...

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

oooooh squishy pants !....
keep it at home stewart...
bcantspell

mostly sleepy said...

you so romo. x

hell said...

erk brookie.. canada needs to clean you up abit. still can gross me out across the waters...

hey sleepy... how's work

stringbeanjean said...

heck dell,

i'm proper bewitched by yr romantic scenario.

*kisses*

Anonymous said...

funny,i wasnt being intentionally crass, just came out that way..heaven help me!...
screw these well mannered canadians..they get the shits if you walk on the wrong side of the foot path..there not gonna rub any of that sterile politeness off on me!

despite my clear distaste of your 'mills and boon' romance and your inclination to be so publically demonstrative....i am very happy for you, your blondeness!!!!!........do you miss me yet? xxx xxxxx
'bcantspell'....or perhaps 'obnoxiousb' is better?

rhymes with pony said...

i miss you brooke. bobnoxious.
nice story dell, heres to reciprocated love.
can i get an invite to the next soup club?

Anonymous said...

....delli, do me a favour, give hoops a big bday wet one from us here in the northern hemisphere..not that she hasnt already received enough im sure,,,
tell her she'll get her pressie...um..next year???if she's lucky!!! lucky u got jaundice hand before your 30th...
keep on loving my soft talking friend....its good for you!! hello adam if your reading...(lovely man)
...and tony or phony or whatever your name is...im suprised you miss me.... you've not heard the worst of my potty mouth yet..its enough to make delli leave the room,,,i think i still have jet lag ...bcantspell

adrock said...

you dont have jetlag brooke, you're clearly drunk. heh. hey: http://www.flickr.com/photos/alwaysawake/187823158/

ms fits said...

your life is poetry, miss. x